Recently I heard a minister speak some Truths that spoke to my soul AND it answered some questions I've had for a long time. You know the kinds of questions that we learn to place on a shelf somewhere in our brain until the answer comes. Not questions of doubting God or questions wondering if I can really believe God... just the kinds of questions only the spirit of God can clarify. I know God knows the questions I have on the shelf. So when the answer comes - it's almost as if I say, "oh, that's the answer to such and such and it almost takes me by surprise."
I have seen over the years that if I'll keep my heart pointed toward the goodness of God and just keep trusting Him, keep loving Him with all my heart, keep steadfast in whatever He's called me to do at the time ... the answers come... eventually. It's important that I do my part to stay in the Bible, stay in His presence, listen to good teachers and preachers.
I've learned not to let my faith in HIM waiver just because I DO have questions. And I NEVER, NEVER, NEVER get angry at God. He is NEVER my problem! HE IS ALWAYS MY ANSWER! I am convinced any questions I have or any confusion I have is more about ME getting in a position spiritually to understand the answers more than it is about HIM withholding any good thing from me. AND because I trust Him with my life... I am fully persuaded He gives me what I need when I need it. So I don't have to be nervous or anxious or fearful... I just rest in knowing I am on His mind and He is helping me get to a place where I can receive answers for every need.
Ahhh... now that's peace.